Six Years Inside His Head — Lillian's London Flight

wraps around me I pull out my phone and dial the hospital director Dean Smith it's Lillian my voice is firm about the offer to transfer to the Royal Hospital in London for a visiting position I've made my decision I accept that's wonderful Lillian don't worry I guarantee you'll get the best treatment

there I plan to talk to Marcelo about this calmly after the banquet I wanted to hear his real thoughts just once not filtered through a layer of venom i wanted to tell him it was a huge career opportunity but that i'd be back soon now it seems there's no point after hanging up i book a flight london for tomorrow night i spend the night in a hotel

buzzes non-stop with texts from camilla the dawn has so much g lillian this mattress really is soft I love it. He said I'm better in bed than you. I've pictured them together in the bed. We once shared Sharp pain twists in my gut and I feel sick The next morning I go back to the estate to pack the air is thick with the smell of booze and

fume. Expressionless, I walk to the closet and pull out a suitcase. I only pack a few sets of